TIRED.

Am too tired to type anything...

Need sleeping pills.

Need assurance and security.

Life keeps dragging on....

Need guidance and someone to be there for me.

RAWR.

Yearning

Wanted to write a poem to express my feeling... yearning to be free (ORD), yearning for love... but SADLY I can't construct one. Oh well...

Anyways... morning PT at Selarang is SO unconstructive. Just completed 4 laps of walking-around-a-building and sat down as a spectator during Games time. Wasn't interested in street-soccer and bastketball at all... I rather play badminton / ping-pong instead... And woah, the mosquitoes there are FIERCE... they'll attach themselves onto my legs and WON'T let go till they suck to their heart's content (and giving me time to slap them to death).

Lunch was not delectable as before... the dry piece of roasted chicken totally spoiled my appetite. And the sad atmosphere in Selarang worsened my mood for the rest of the day... =(

Army Innovation Day tomorrow... Comms course starting on 3rd May.... omg things are getting much more hectic!! But I have to thank Arthur for driving me around in his red Mazda... HAHA! Or else I could have DIED from excessive usage of public transport. Yes I hate taking buses/MRT.

Yep... today's a boring day... just like any other days. Thanks Gary for chatting with me today! =)

Off to dinner.... Bye

-listening to Leona Lewis' Happy.... touched-

OOOOOOOOOO!!

I love the exclaimation 'OOOO'! It's full of expression and it can mean MANY things. Like a bitchy 'ooo' if you spot someone wearing a pair of ugly shoes, or an angry 'ooo' if your $2400 LV bag was trampled on by an idiot. Yes, all hail the 'OOO'! (Andrew would totally love this!)

First of all.... OOOOOOOOOO to my revived blog!!!! :)

I would also like to say, 'Oooo, my life's such a bore whore'. YES INDEED. I feel so outrageously bored at work, because 75% of my colleagues aren't present, they're either participating in the NDP rehearsal or on overseas leave. Gosh... and all these stress is making me binge-eating AGAIN... NOOO!!! Looks like I have to invest some time into exercising...

Let's just say that we're very fortunate to have MUSIC in our lives!! [yay to the ever-expanding Pop industry] Been listening to Class 95 all the time during office hour (987 FM is soo boring with its ever-repeating litany of the latest songs), and fell in lurve with a few good tunes :)

- Michael Buble (jazz dazz) > Haven't Met You Yet
- Alicia Keys ft. Beyonce (fierce duo) > Put It in a Love Song
- Sara Bareilles > Love Song
- Timbaland ft. Katy Perry (weird but okay partnering) > If We Ever Meet Again
- Taylor Swift > Today Was a Fairy Tale
- Demi Lovato > Here We Go Again
- Paramore > Brick by Boring Brick
- Cheryl Cole > Fight For This Love
- Mariah Carey (my FAVOURITE glamdiva of all time) > Angels Cry
- Kelly Clarkson > All I Ever Wanted

Just by listening to all these fabulous songs makes me wanna fall in LOVE! Haha :) Hope to have a taste of it... whether it is as saccharine sweet as Taylor's magical serenades, or melancholic like Toni Braxton's 'Unbreak My Heart'. I'm soo lovelorn... lols.

[Setting my emo-drama aside...]

So happy to receive a Gucci messenger bag from my Papa (delievered from HK). WoOtS ~

Went for the NUS Architecture interview yesterday... was quite an 'eye-opening' experience... The interviewers asked me random questions like, 'Do you watch Glee?' and 'Do you like carrying guns?'. Ooooo...... Well I tell them I do watch Glee, love it as much as any other good musicals (e.g Hairspray, Chicago, Phantom Of The Opera), and I HATE HOLDING RIFLES. Was being very anal about it! Let's just hope that they'll accept moi into NUS!! - keeps fingers crossed -

That's about it... hope that I can have a GOOD week ahead... Selarang Camp here I come !!...